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YAY for Kathy!!!! awww que lindo! i hope ur relationship last too! u sound so happy. :-)

LOL im fuckin Hilarious!! I cant believe i said that, heeeey it was two yrs ago! But after i started talking to him, im glad we didnt hook up! After we were 'talkin' for like a month n a half He told my friend to tell me that Oh He got back with his Ex girl!!! whatta pusssy! but yah..NOW i see sexy guys all over SA and some in my school! HOLLA! lol JK!

me--- i have no boys.

oh well there's my DJ.... i've known him for like a year now. at first i wasn't really seein him like that. he was just cool to talk to... and he'd always ask me when we were gonna go out to eat and stuff and i tried avoiding him... LOL i'm so mean! its cuz the way he looks at me makes me super nervous! LOL and i didnt' want him to think that i wanted him as more than a friend.

BUTTT THENNN...

just a couple of months ago... we stayed up til like 4am talking and OMG It felt sooo good! and i felt like maybe there was something there between us! and it made me feel so much closer to him and everything. and he seemed to open up more. the took me out to the movies for 4th of July and OMG after he gave me a huge hug he was all holdin my hand and stuff. when we got inside he put his head on my shoulder (wasn't i suppose to do that?? LOL) and was being all close and cuddly.... and then.... when we were leaving we got in my car so i could drive him to his truck and he was giving me that lil look and i got all nervous!!!! so i played it off and i'm all "look at my earrings!" and he was like "let me see" and he grabbed my FACE to turn it around then next thing i know he's kissing me!!!

and OMG i felt like i was in a movie!!!!!!! lol cuz it was sooo sweet!

and that kiss.. OMG i like really really did feel something there! but i'm like NOOOOO b/c i dont wanna like him that way. like i do but i dont. cuz like i'm too jealous... and sooo many girls are throwing themselves at him just cuz he's a DJ. and i HATE that. i wouldn't be able to handle that. and not just that but i don't think he's looking for anything serious. and I hate that too! that's why i don't wanna like him. but i can't help it