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Awww thanks! I feel better today. Guys are just blah!

Francisco called me like an hour ago... i didn't answer, he knows i have nothing to do with his cell phone so he can't use that as an excuse to call me.

He just doesn't give up huh girl?

I haven't seen my mango at school lately. I don't think I want to see him. Right now, I've totally forgotten about him.. and I know that if I see him.. I'm just gonna go completely crazy over him again. He can just stay away from me.


But I don't want him to.

This post has been edited by CuteKumbiaQueen on Sep 14 2004, 07:05 PM

Him: So have you thought about what i asked you
Me: ummm i thought you were joking lol
Him: No i'm being serious just give me one chance with you
Me: ok IF you are being serious this is coming out of no where we barely talk why now? tell me why
Me: ok


That's my friend, the one that wants to hook up. Grrr! He left me with no answers yet again. Which I guess isn't his fault, he's using text messaging from his cell to talk to me on-line so I guess he can't type much.

The guy I went out w/last Friday, went out w/me and my friends on Saturday night too b/c my friends husband invited him to go to the club w/us. So we're there having a good time but then we start dancing...he told me he was rusty when I asked if he could dance but the boy don't know how. I tried to teach him but I was just getting so frustrated. He couldn't slide w/me and he'd be off beat and stepping on my toes...I was like OH MAN!! My friends kept telling me that I needed to teach him I'm like I'm trying but it just wasn't working. We left and my cousin and his friend said we were going out clubbin this coming wkend and again they invited him to go. In my head I was like "Oh hell no, I'm not dancing w/him again". So on our way home he asks me "so how did I do" I didn't want to lie or be mean but I said "you really need a lot of practice" my friends husband turns and looks at me like damn V you could of said it in a nicer way. So the guy tells me I'll practice during the wk and we'll see how I do next wkend. We drop him off and on the way home my friend, her husband and me are talking and they were telling me how mean I had been to him and so on. I was like he can't dance I wasn't about to lie to him...so they blame it on the shoes he was wearing that, that was why he couldn't slide w/me. So the guys decided that they are dressing up cowboy this weekend when we go out and that w/him wearing ropers he should be able to slide and dance better. So I'm gonna give it another shot. We talked the other night and he seems really excited about going out this wkend. He's never dressed up in Wranglers and ropers so that will be a first for him. He said that my friends husband told him that was how i liked my guys to dress up in wranglers and ropers I was like he isn't lying...so he's willing to give it a try. So we shall see what happens this wkend!

so get this joe supossedly broke up with his gf last night..well he called me late at night and said that he doesn't have a gf anymore...whatever i don't care anymore..he can go suck a nut!!!!...he still thinks that a have a bf..

I like David, David likes me!

^^^Awwwwwwwwwwwwww


My homeboy called me again last night - he told me he's being serious, he asked me to give him one shot and go out on a date. Ahhhh! Trips me out.

El D.F. dude been's laying it on thick lately, flirting with me and all this. Blah.

i saw joe yesterday at the football game..ahh i tried so hard not to mess around with him like hold his hand and all that stuff but damn i'm so weak i hate it and he still thinks i have a bf but oh well so then the game was or and he's like you going home i was like yeah he wanted to leave with me i was like you have your own car he didn't have his car so he left with me went back to his house and just chilled and somehow i feel asleep and woke up cuz my phone was ringing...and then the young dude calls like at 1am and i was talking to him.. joe thought it was my bf..cuz i said i love you to baby so i was going to come home and joe was like nah stay just spend the night so i did he slept on the floor and i slept on his bed..but i don't know what to do i'm so confused cuz one day me and joe are all like happy messing around and then the next day we are whatever!!!..

Well guys!!! haven't posted in this topic for while, haven't had any special guy in my life for quite a while, It's just guys now a days just don't know what love is all about, I admit i still have alot of learning to do, I blame myself for letting a special someone go, He wanted to be more than friends, but i just never gave him the time nor day, now that i've been wanting to, i can't tell him how i feel, i can pretty much say i fucked things up with my childish plays, and i was just too busy yacking away with someone who didnt' love me the way i loved him, i so regret my actions, i wish i could go back in time, but unfortunatley i can't!!! Life's a bitch, people just have to learn to deal with it!!, I still think about how things would of been if we would of gotten together....*sighs*...

MARINE EX BF -is living back to his base tomorrow...and today if we would still be together it would be 4yrs already..

JOE- He was here like he came after i got home from church he just left but damn i have a hard time trying to be mean and all bitchy to him..it's cuz he's such a sweet person he makes me laugh..and i'm weak like last night he went to the 15th i was at cuz he called me to see what i was up to so i told him and he got there and what happens same shit like always we just mess around and i know that's not right but what do i do?..but i got it thru my head that nothing's going to happend between me and him..

YOUNG DUDE-As much as a don't want to fall for his sweet words and all the other stuff i'm falling he's young and i tell him all the time that he has girls from left to right and he says no he gets mad when i tell him that he doesn't like me telling him that..and hopefully tomorrow i get to see him since we been wanting to see each other for a long time

My best friend told me her man (he's locked up - that's how I met my pen-pal, they're friends. Dysfunctional much?) asked her if I liked my pen-pal (she went to see him this weekend). So she was like yeah, she thinks he's a cool friend and all that.

Then, her man was like no, I mean like as in you know...*wink wink*...and my best friend's like OH! OH! No! I don't know!

WTF? Why did you say you don't know? She knows I don't like him! LOL oh man. Anyway she told me she thinks my pen-pal has a huge crush on me but not to say anything. Yeah...Hmmm. Weird.


Oh and he might be getting out soon. He found some stuff that could get his case dismissed but he can't go into detail about it.

Alright the guy my friend introduced me to gonna call him "A". He went out to the club w/us on Friday. He was dressed up in wranglers and ropers just like the guys had said they would. I must say he looked nice! We get there and of course I love dancing he knows it, so the group was already up on stage and I wanted to dance b/c the music was good. So, I'm like you ready he's like sure we get on the dance floor and start dancing a cumbia he did improve some I guess it was his shoes last wk that caused him not to be able to dance good. So we get to dancing some tejano and he just couldn't get it and again I got frustrated and got off the dance floor. We went and played some pool and my cousin showed up I was soo happy to see him. The dj played some country so I went and danced that w/my cousin and I was complaining to him about "A". So the whole night I kept switching between my cousin and "A". I felt bad for leaving him sitting there by himself, but I wanted to dance and he just couldnt do it. He didn't say nothing to me he would just laugh. He would hold my hand and want to hug me and stuff but I wouldn't let him. Though I miss that at times, I didn't think it would be right for him to do that, I dont' want him to think he gots a chance w/me and get his hopes all high and nothing happening. So I just pull away, me and him dont' really have anything in common and he's not my type of guy.

My parents keep telling me how mean I am for treating him like I do but I just can't help it. My dad says that is seems that he really likes me and he makes fun of him b/c he said that when we went out to eat that they showed up that "A" just kept looking at me my dad goes "se le cayva la vava" he didn't know if he should eat or stare at you.

where is my "lonley cutie" ???? he wasn't there Friday not today!!!!! UGH! i wanna talk to himmm at least ask him his NAMEEE!