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WELL IF YOU HAVE ISSUES...THEN SO DO I! CUZ I'M JUST LIKE YOU!!

I KNOW THAT IF I CONTINUE TO DO WHAT I DO...LIKE HOLDING BACK...I'M GONNA END UP ALONE AT THE END. I DON'T WANT THAT. AND THATS BECUZ I LIKED THOSE GUYS BUT I COULDN'T GET ENOUGH BALLS TO SAY OR SHOW IT. HOPEFULLY I MEET SOME GUY WHO WILL BLOW MY MIND AND MAKE ME OPEN UP. ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

OK WELL LIKE I HAVEN'T TOLD MY STORY SO I GUESS I'M TELL IT :ATENTION: LOL WELL YEAH I HAVE A BF WE BEEN TOGETHER FOR ALMOST 3 YRS (IT WILL BE 3 YRS IN SEP) THAT'S LONG WELL LIKE RIGHT KNOW HE'S NOT HERE CUZ HE LEFT TO THE MARINES FOR BASIC TRAINING AND ALL THAT STUFF AND HE'S NOT COMING BACK TILL LIKE IN DECEMBER (THAT'S LIKE 5 MONTHS WITH YOU HIM ) I MISS HIM ALOT AND HE'S JUST BEEN GONE FOR LIKE 3 WEEKS BUT GUESS THINGS WILL GO OK AND STUFF I HOPE THEY DO , BUT THERE IS ALWAYS A BUT LOL UUMM LIKE LAST WEEK MY EX BF HE TOOK ME TO THE KK CONCERT HERE IN HOUSTON AND HE BOUGHT ME STUFF FROM THE CONCERT AND THEN HE TOLD ME THAT HE WANTS TO GO BACK WITH ME, BUT I TOLD HIM NO CUZ I LOVE MY BF AND I TOLD MY BF ABOUT THAT AND HE'S NOT MAD BUT LIKE HE DON'T WANT ME TO TALK TO HIM, BUT I TOLD MY BF I'M NOT THE ONE TALKING TO HIM HE'S THE ONE LOOKING FOR ME SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL MY EX OOOHH AND THEN HE CAME TO MY HOUSE THIS WEEK AND HE KISSED ME AND I FEEL BAD (CUZ I LIKED IT I DON'T KNOW IT WAS WEIRD LIKE I HAD A GOOD FEELING ABOUT THE KISS ) BUT I'M NOT GONNA TELL MY BF CUZ I KNOW HE WILL GET MAD BUT THEN I THINK I SHOULD CUZ WHAT IF HE FINDS OUT BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO

This post has been edited by Mexican_Girl03 on Aug 2 2003, 09:29 PM

i jus found out muh ex man is in jail since july 9th wow im real proud his 3rd time round an he doesnt learn same things as always ughhh makes me soo mad at least he couldve done it for his lil grl how she gonna remember daddy when shes all grown up that he was never there for her an he was in jail ughh when he gets out an i dont know when ima chew him out for it ........i wanted to catch up an see how he was doin an look at this

Yeah...me too....

I used to have someone like that. I was with him for 3 years...and everything felt right. I didn't have a problem telling him how I felt. Actually, most of the time I didn't have to tell him. He already knew. That's how close we were. I even knew the right buttons to push to make him angry...or to make him happy. Everyone thought we were going to get married...we would even make plans about it. But then we broke up and I guess after that I've met so many a** holes it's not even funny. And the sweet ones I would meet I would push away. I would literally be a b*tch to them...and I guess it's because a part of me wants to have what I had back...and I knew I couldn't. And I would compare every single one of them to him...even right down to how they iron their clothes. It's crazy, I know...but I just couldn't help it. But he took care of me...he was my baby...when I was sick, he made sure to wake me up every 4 hours so I can take my medicine...when I didn't eat, he would get mad at me for not eating and buy me something...he gave me the necklace his mom gave him just so he can give me something that's special to him. I guess that's why I can't forget about him...or I can't find something like it -- once (about a year ago) I thought I found that...but he lived too far and his career wouldn't give it a chance...but anyway, I guess it's all the stuff I've gone through that makes me keep that guard up all the time.

GUYS ARE PIGS!~






THEY SUCK....










BUT GO FIGURES... CANT LIVE WITH THEM NOR CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM....





IM JUST GOING TO SKOOL.... AND JUST BE BY MYSELF AND JUST LIVE MY LIFE JOYFULLY!~ (AND DO SOME MORE WEED!~)

I'M TELLIN YOU GIRL, ME AND YOU ARE JUST ALIKE. I HAD SOMEONE, WHO TO ME, WAS PERFECT IN EVERY WAY...HE WAS EVERYTHING I HOPED FOR. I WAS STRAIGHT UP WITH HIM ABOUT HOW I FELT. BUT WHEN ME AND HIM WERE NO MORE...I DIDN'T WANT ANYONE ELSE. AND WHEN I DID MEET SOMEONE, I'D COMPARE THEM TO HIM AND THAT JUST WASN'T HAPPENING. AND LIKE YOU, ALL I WANTED WAS TO HAVE WHAT I HAD BACK ALSO. ITS WEIRD. BUT THERE'S NO GOING BACK NOW, SO I KNOW I HAVE TO FORGET ABOUT HIM. (BUT ITS HARD WHEN YOU STILL HAVE PEOPLE TELLIN YOU STUFF ABOUT HIM!! ITS NOT HELPING!!). I HAVE A FRIEND NOW WHO TRIES TO DROP HINTS, BUT WITH THE WAY I AM, I DON'T EVEN MAKE AN EFFORT...BUT I DO LIKE HIM!! <<I GUESS ITS SAFE TO SAY THAT... . I'M SO CLOSED MINDED...DAMMIT.

well my update..everything is good!!! hes comming down on monday...well we've talked everyday since i got back..but its getting expensive...cuz we talk up a phone card everyda..i dont wannt him wasting money on phone cards..and so ive been nuying them too!! bu its worth it tho!!!

WELL...LAST NITE AFTER THE CLUB I SAW A FRIEND OF MINE THAT I'VE KNOWN FOR A LONG TIME (HE LIVES ACROSS FROM MY GRANDMA). I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT HE WAS SO CUTE AND SWEET BUT I NEVER SAID ANYTHING. WELL LAST NITE HE WAS LOOKIN GOOD AND I WASNT GONNA LET HIM LEAVE WITHOUT SAYIN ANYTHING THIS TIME!!! HE WAS STANDIN AT THE CORNER OF A STREET AGAINST THE WALL AND I GO UP TO HIM AND SAY "THIS AIN'T LEOPARD" <<(THATS A STREET HERE WHERE ALL THE HOOKERS STAND). AND HE GOES "WELL IMA MAKE THIS LEOPARD STARTIN NOW"...HE PICKS UP HIS SHIRT AND SAYS "THIS IS GONNA COST U...NAH FREAK IT U GET THIS FOR FREE" AND HE PULLS ME CLOSER LIKE WE'RE GONNA WALK AWAY. THEN I WAS SAYIN SOMETHING AND I GO "U HAVE TO EXCUSE ME CUZ I WAS DRINKIN AND IM KINDA BUZZIN" <<WHICH I WASNT, I MADE THAT UP TO ACT SMOOTH)! SO HE GRABS ME HAND AND WE START HOLDIN HOLDS AND HE GOES "SO UR NOT ALL THERE", I GO "NOPE" <<(AGAIN, I WAS LYIN). THEN WE STARTED TALKIN BOUT GOIN TO THIS CLUB ON SATURDAY TO SEE THIS GROUP PERFORM AND THAT WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER THERE. I FORGOT WHAT HE SAID AND I BUSTED OUT SAYIN, "IF I WANT SOMETHIN IMA GET IT"...HE GRABS MY WAIST AND PULLS ME CLOSER TO HIM AND WIT THIS SEXY A$$ LOOK ON HIS FACE AND HS VOICE SOUNDIN ALL SEDUCTIVE HE GOES "WELL TELL ME, WHAT DO U WANT?" RIGHT THERE HE THOUGHT I WAS GONNA SAY SOMETHING "SEXUAL", BUT I ENDED UP SAYIN, "YOUR #"...HE GOES "ALRIGHT, I CAN GIVE IT TOO U". BUT NONE OF US HAD A PEN, SO I ENDED UP GIVIN HIM MY # CUZ HE HAD HIS CELL WIT HIM. BEFORE HE LEFT I WAS ALL "U CAN CALL ME WHENEVER YOU WANT DONT MATTER WHAT TIME", HE SMILES AND LAUGHS AND SAYS "OK, IMA DO THAT". AHHHHHH!! YA'LL DONT KNOW HOW BAD I WANTED HIM!!!! HAHA!! OK, BEFORE YA'LL THINK ANYTHING BAD...I KNOW THIS GUY. WE TALKED AT MY GRAD. DANCE LIKE 2 MTHS. AGO AND FOUND OUT WE HAD THE SAME THOUGHTS....HE WANTS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT (RELATIONSHIP WISE)!! SO ITS ALL GOOD!

^^^YOU GO GIRL .. GOOD LUCK

aww how cute =]

Sup chicklets...haven't been on here in a long time...why b/c it won't le me log on w/ slima...til i got pissed n jst made slima ramirez... ....well anyways...i'ms till single~!...*SNIF*sNIF*...unfortunatley...but it;'s all good i like it like dat...maybe prince charming will come when i start my sophomore yr~!...LMAO...

WELL LAST NITE I TALKED TO A FRIEND OF MINE (THE ONE WHO I SAW AT THE CLUB). WE TALKED FOR A LONG TIME JUST BEING STUPID AND LAUGHIN FOR ANY LIL STUPID THING WE SAID! IT WAS CUTE!! THEN HE TOLD ME HE WAS A SHY GUY...I LOVE SHY GUYS! I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I JUST DO. THEN HE TOLD ME "I WOULD TAKE YOU OUT BUT I DON'T HAVE NO MONEY"...I WAS ALL "ITS OK CUZ I HAVE MONEY AND I'LL TREAT YOU OUT". HE SAID "NO, THATS EMBRASSIN. IF I INVITE A GIRL TO GO OUT I WANNA PAY FOR HER". BUT I TOLD HIM THAT I DON'T LIKE GUYS PAYING FOR ME CUZ I DON'T LIKE SPENDIN OTHER PEOPLES MONEY...I REALLY DON'T, NOT EVEN MY PARENTS $!! THEN HE WAS TELLIN ME THAT IM FUNNY, COOL AND SWEET THAT NOT ALL GIRLS ARE LIKE THAT. * HE HAS THE CUTEST LAUGH!!! AND LAST NITE ME AND HIM WERE LAUGHIN FOR ANYTHING!! I HAVE NEVER LAUGHED SO MUCH WHILE ON THE PHONE WITH ANY GUY BEFORE!! THERES JUST SOMETHING ABOUT HIM THAT MAKES ME FEEL SOOO COMFORTABLE AROUND HIM...ITS WEIRD. CUZ USUALLY IM SHY AROUND ANY GUY THAT I LIKE, YOU KNOW. BUT WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

star good luck w/ him..i know how you feel...its like you can be yourself w/ him..not that you arent w/ others..but youdont have to be shy around him[[a guy you like]] yea grl i get you...good luck w/ him

^^^AWW THANKS GIRL! WITH THIS ONE IMA TRY TO BE "AGGRESSIVE" CUZ HE'S SHY...AND 2 SHY PEOPLE JUST DON'T GO, YOU KNOW. THANKS AGAIN GIRL.