::your Very First Guy::, BoYfRiEnDd

well lets see-I'm a guy-never been with a guy-don't plan on being with a guy

Well...lemme juz start off by sayin dat I've only had THREE boyfriends total...sad, huh? Well, actually four but i dont count Anthony cuz it was only for a week...nothin big or serious. But yea...ummmm, my first one...he was my white boy. His name was Pete...I had da biggest crush on him EVER...since 6th grade...he didnt become my bf till 8th grade tho. He was da sweetest guy ever and treated me like i was da most special person in da world. Anything I wanted I got...and we never argued or had any fights....things were perfect. We were together for 10 months.

And then came G...(he's da bf I have now)...well, i dunno, for some reason all dat perfection ended...and i didnt want Pete anymore. I dont know y...i mean, I liked him sooo much and waited so long for him...then all of a sudden I meet a new guy...and Im all fallin for him. So me and Pete broke up...and I started goin out with G. We were together for like, a year and a half to two years. Then we broke up. Then I met Jose...fell for him...and we went out...for 7 months. Then...omg, G comes back in da picture...and I fell for him all over again. So I left Jose for him. To this day we are still together...I dont even know how long its been...dont keep track...im guessin its like...hmm...like another year and a half...or sumthin, not really sure. I dunno, I guess theres sumthin dats really special bout him...if i leave everyone for him, right? I love him with all my heart and Im thinkin at this point dat he's it for me...but we'll see wat happens. We've been through soo much together...its purdy cool how much weve done actually. But yea...hes my world!

MY FIRST BOYFRIEND WAS AN ASS LIKE ALL GUYS BUT HEY I WAS LIL SO YEA HE ENDED UP LIKEING MY HOMEGIRL THEN WHEN I GOT TO JUNIOR HIGH WE ENDED UP BEING FRIENDS THEN WHEN I WAS GOIN TO 7TH GRADE I FOUND OUT SHE HAD FAILED AND SHE STAYED IN 6TH GRADE AND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SCHOOL YEAR THEY HAD TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD GOT IN TO A REALLY BAD CAR ACCIDENT AND SHE HAD PASSED AWAY AS WELL AS ALL HER FAMILY AND MAN WAS I SAD AND I HAD TOLD MY EX AND MAN HE NEVER SHOWED UP TO HERE BURIAL. MAN THAT WAS REALLY MESSED UP. THEN I MOVED ON I NEVER STARTED THINKIN BOUT HIM. THEN AS I GOT IN TO THE 8TH GRADE I MET MY BOYFRIEND THAT I AM WITH NOW. HIS NAME IS BYRON AND I THOUGHT HE WAS THE ONE I WOULD EVER REALLY LOVE. THEN ONE DAY AS I WAS CHATIN ON THA INTERNET I MET A GUY NAMED AARON. I'VE ONLY KNOWEN HIM FO ABOUT A MONTH BUT HE REALLY LIKES ME AND I REALLY LIKE HIM TOO. MY BOYFRIEND BYRON IS NOT WORTH A CAKA AND AARON IS. BUT AARON IS SO NICE AND RIGHT NOW HE' JUS MY SANCHO. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO IF YALL HAVE ANY ADVICE PLZ. HELP ME.BUT AARON IS SOOO....... NICE THOU HE ALWAYS SINGS ME TO SLEEP. HE SINGS ''VICENTE FERNANDEZ'' "MUJERES DIVINAS" AND MAN DOES IT MAKE CRY!!! BUT BYRON NEVER DOES THAT FO ME!!! MAN I REALLY NEED SOME HELP!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?I DON'T KNOW WHO LOVE?

This post has been edited by Chica_mica05 on Jul 13 2003, 02:24 PM

Yeah....I think it's better that way....no one can make a fool out of you...

You know how when you love for the first time, it's so different than any other time after that. You love so hard, so innocently, trusting them with all that you have. It's weird and it's a feeling I would love to feel again but I know I won't because after years of just normal stuff you go through, you lose that blinding trust you had before in guys. Weird.

so tru.

So true....

Here's my first bf dat i posted about a while ago. This is a really bad pic...its from Astroworld...but maybe yall can see SUMTHIN...lol. This was way back then...wen i was really skinny...lets juz say things have changed...lol.

This post has been edited by Drewdreama on Jul 18 2003, 12:08 AM

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OH GIRL I SO FEEL U ON THAT. MAN I LOVED MY FIRST EVEN THOUGH WE ARE BACK TOGETHER MAN THAT WAS MY FIRST AT EVERTHING THE FIRST GUY THAT MY DADDY MET. AND MY DADDY IS MEEEEEEAAAAAAN, BUT HE LOVED MINGO. AND WHEN HE DID WHAT HE DID TO ME MAN MY HEART JUST BROKE MAN I WAS SICK TO MY STOMCAHE. AND NOW THAT WE ARE BACK TOGETHER ITS WEIRD I LOVE HIM, BUT ITS NOT THE SAME KIND OF LOVE THAT I HAD FOR HIM BEFORE. I GUESS BEFORE I WAS DUMB AND LIKE YOU GIRLS SAY DON'T LET YOUR GAURD DOWN WELL I DID BEFORE AND NOW I WON'T. I GUESS I CAN'T GET THE LOVE THAT WE USED TO HAVE, BUT WE CAN CONTINUE WITH OUR LOVE.

Aww Vero how sweet.

^^Tru dat. Gotta agree witcha...things do change...

omg u remember me saying muh 1st boyfriend was EDGAR yea well he is muh chambelan for muh best friends quinceanera cuz thats her cuzin i was like OMG BUT NAH NOW THAT WE HAVE BEEN TALKING AND STUFF WE SEEM LIKE COOL FRIENDS BUT STILL THEY SAY HE STILL LIKES ME AND HASNT GONE OUT WITH NOT ONE GIRL SINCE WE BROKE UP BUT O-WELL I DONT LIKE HIM LIKE THAT ANYMORE THINGS HAVE CHANGED !


DANG I JUST REALIZED I SOUND LIKE A BIATCH RIGHT THURR!

LOL...dayumnn...those were the days....awwww...how cute...i think that's cute...that he never went out w/ any other grls...and he still likes u....0O0O0O0O0O0O0 ....LOL ..i member that i my 1st bf didn't move we'd still be together...we were "SPRUNG".

man that was ages ago!! im glad that i aint with that firefighter!! man yall just dont know what the hell ive been through!! he was PSYCHO!! ask my friends around!!



as for my nibbles... man we aint never over... it wont die between us!!

Aww, I found out that my very first boyfriend's place of employment is going out of business! Before I got with my dude I wanted to go in his store so badly to see if he was there but I never went. I don't know if it's closed yet but I know he'll probably head back to the valley if he doesn't find a job here. And it sucks, I don't want to lose touch with him but hey...I guess it's better this way? IDK.