Poems

I want to know what's going on....ar those looks you give me true?...do they mean something...do i mean something to you?....you already know how i feel...i feel nothing but love for you....these past months all i 've been thinking is about you...and how good it would be to be together...someday...of course in my dreams....everytime i would go to sleep i would pray for you to feel the same way about me....but til this day i know nothing...please tell me if i'm just dreaming ...or is this reality...do you feel something for me?....we hardly know eachother...but i' feel like i already known....and i don't go for the looks...it's all about what's inside your heart...i hope you feel the same way...and this is nothing but reality....im not going for the jokes...i'm going for you...

This post has been edited by :|:Slima:|: on Apr 7 2003, 03:41 PM

oh gosh i love this poem i didn't write it..but i don't remember who did...i dedicate it to andrew maes..my love, my homeboy, my angel, my clyde, my everything...baby i will always love you..


The Misery of Me

For now I watch
from a distance

of the dream I
see everyday

that's tearing me
apart.

For some reason,

I can't let you go

I wait in silence,

so much waiting
you should know.

My emotions are
crushed daily.

As I fail to realize
my dream

of you and I together
people seeing us as a team.

But for now, I stand
on the sidelines

not able to play
my own game,

and wishing over
and over for you

with only
myself to blame.

this is a sad one..

"Child Abuse"

My name is Misty, i'm just three my eyes are swollen, i can't see i must have been bad, for the lesson i learned i am punished with cigarette burns. i must have been wrong for i am locked up all week long, when i wake up i'm all alone the house is dark, my paretns aren't thome they need more money for speed and coke. an accident that's the word for me, but quiet now, i can hear the car. my dad is home from "shelia's bar" i hear him calling names he calls. i squeeze against the dirty walls oh dear god. let it end. my name is misty i was three last night my father murdered me.

Baby cry

it's early yet the month is one.
though you can't see me i've just begun.
i'm so small i don't have to hide
i'm just a little seed inside.

four weeks later the month is two
i'm so small but part of you
mommy you'll love me
just wait and see.
you'll be so very proud of me

time is passing the month is three
i know something you can't see.
my harir is black my eyes are brown.
mommies gonna love having me around

it's getting late the month is four
i know i'm never gonna grow
even though it might not be right
mommy had killed me last night

now i'm gone the moth is five
killed i'm no longer alive
abortion is the name they gave me
that takes your life before you live it.

i wanted to be born the month is six
it's already done it can't be fixed
i guess mommy didn't love me
she threw me away
but in her mind i'm here to stay

i got a new home the month is seven
mommy killed me now i'm in heaven
i was beautiful but now i'm only a memory carried on

if i were here the month would be eight
i knew mommy loved me, but it's too late.
murdered by mommies own hands
i guess i'm too young to understand

goodbye mommy the month is nine
i could of been born i would have been fine
all though i'm in heaven
i still cry "oh mommy why did you let me die?"

I found this somewhere, but don't remember where. I cry everytime I read it, cuz it reminds of my neice that passed away.RIP CINDY!!!!It is very long.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

Caring for you is all I ever did.
You and me fit
It was all about us
And neither of us ever fussed
Caring for one another
You promised a life together,
Where are those promises?
That once you promised!
Caring for you...
And myself too
I loved you so,
And said we'd never let go
Now I see,
That there never was eternity
But in my eyez
We were the right size
Meant for one another
Instead you cared for others
Once I cared
Now I'm scared...
To ever care again!

No Longer
You said in order for us to work out there has to be communication.
At first there was but now it seems as though you went on a vacation.
Everyday, all day I think about you.
Everyday I have the same thought that you have found someone new.
I try to lock this thought deep in my heart.
Deep down where there is only loneliness in the dark.
I bury it with my love and happy dreams.
But eventually this sad thought resurfaces and brings with it much pain.
In the end my heart hurts and cries tears of pain for the idea that things are no longer the same.
I KNOW SOME OF YA GIRLS CAN RELATE TO THIS POEM, CUZ I CAN!
Falling in Love With a Player

I fell in love with you and then you broke my heart,
I knew never to love a player,
I was wrong from the start...
Loving you was like ripping out my heart.
I refused to look around me and see
All the terrible things you were doing to me,
I was in my own world and I didn't see all the trouble you were,
I was deeply in love.
Now that's all ruined, you see,
All because you played me,
You had looks, you had charm,
You were slick with your words,
You knew just what to say.
I was foolish to think we were made for each other,
I always prayed you would never love another,
I wanted us to always be with each other.
Loving a player is one of the hardest things ever,
I have learned a lot from my experiences with you,
My heart was broken into two.
I know now, as I look back on my past,
Dating a player will never last,
So, in my future I'll watch what I do,
I won't date any more players,
But I'll still always love you.

awwww...those are really sad poems...but good ones i really liked them...

tho's are sad....and cute

This post has been edited by XxXdrewsbaby88XxX on Apr 17 2003, 06:57 PM