Things That Make You Sad/feel Down

that i don't have a bf..like i talk to some guys but nothing serious..and the my friend called me sunday and she was like oh i had my baby..i was like oh that's cool..and today my friend she was like he guess what i'm pregnat..i was like oooooooooohhhhhhhh ok..i feel lonley cuz all my friends have like some sort of life with there bf's or they have kids..i feel like i need that..but then i think about it..and i'm like yes to the bf..but no to the baby...i still want to have fun...

I literally felt like crying after my art midterm. I'm so sure I failed...that's the first time I've ever felt like that in college. :(

Yeap...same here. Soo lonely. I mean, he's still in the pic...same as always, nothing but arguing...but it aint what i want. I want a BOYFRIEND for real...not someone who i break up with every night. I dunno...we shouldnt depend on guys...i know that. And no...no babies for me...

Aww...think postitive...u probly did ok.

^^^Aw thanks girl I just feel like a failure. Blah. I don't work so if I do fail it my mom's going to be like "What are you doing at home then if you don't even study? Might as well work!" Blah.

i have no life. i feel absolutely useless and unworthy. i feel like i can't do anythin for myself, i'm constantly lookin for someone to do things for me (<<not literally). i feel alone. i feel scared. i feel horrible.

me too i seriously feel like crying right now.. i dont feel like going out its so pointless to me to go to a club or hang out.. man i need a job or something to look forward to... i have my friends but they all got their own lives... cisco.. hes gonna regret what hes done to me big time.. but i cant stop reminding myself of him gosh im trying hard and its frustrating... i need someone who will give me butterflies ..or a job.

like seriously, the only time i go out and see the outside world around me is when i go to work and when i'm at work. its sad but true. i have only one friend (my best friend) who i actually go out with, but she has her own life and i don't expect to spend all her time with me. and with B, i'm constantly thinkin about him every second of the minute...its pathetic, i know. i fall asleep thinkin about how things were between us...its not good for me. there are times when i'll be in my room just starin at the ceilin in silence, feelin sorry for myself...and i start cryin. i torture myself by thinkin that i'm not important to anyone cuz if i was, wouldn't i have someone who will give me that attention? i just wanna disappear...for awhile.

dont say that... i swear i feel the same way too and it sucks Butt but we just gots to b patient.. i know its a stupid rut im in.. i have like 3 friends that i go out with (once in a blue moon and not all of them @ the same time.. they dont hang out w. each other)... and they all got their drama.. sus novios.. and i have nothing.. like sometimes i try to get away from them a lil cause all i hear is them talk about the same stuff over and over again.. i dont know.. i feel sooo hollow inside... frustrated... but i know things will get better .. for u too.. u just gotta wait it out... it frustrates me that things never seem to change for me.. the whole cisco situation makes me think if im always gonna live my life trying to get over someone... high school gets to me big time... im just glad ima get out in 2 months... im tired of the same faces, drama and routine. i dont kno whats wrong w. me.. i think ima go runnin right now.. get some air and try to clear my mind... not feel as useless and unappreciated.

[size=4]i don't really have that much comunicado w/ one of my friends....she changed so0o much

omg grl i feel sad for EMA my BEST FRIEND she has changed so much now she acts and does things that a HOE would do we all need 2 have a serious conversation with this grl cuz god she makes me feel really sad at times when she says 2 leave her alone it her life but we only tell her things so she know that we care about her!!!!!!

Yea Yah!! well smilerz...doesn't every lil crew have to have a problemo!!...well i'm feelin kinda sad for my friend....b/c she broke up w/ her man...WHY?? b/c she just be hoeing around!!!....and well still she jst cried the whole day.....lots of girls just want to kick her Butt because of her messing with thier boyfriends....so none of my friends are talking to her...but she didnt' do anything to me, so i kinda feel wierd if i don't talk to her.....

THINGS THAT MAKE ME SAD IS WHEN I BRAKE WITH MY XBOYFRIENDS.

i think its OK to have a cry once in a while..i've cried for no reason cuz sometimes you just need to! well i always feel sad and MAD but more sad when i just wake up...like now.....

hey jack... look girl... dont ever feel like you want to disappear for a while or at anytime. check this out:

i was REAL sad for a while... just a couple of weeks.

march 12 one of my primos was killed, shot in the back of his head. an organized crime settled in his own home. the police think its drug-related. but little did they know about my primo... he was a kind that didnt do drugs. he was much better than that... as a person. it was a real tragedy for all of us because... damn he was one of our closest members. even my 8 yr old nephew took it real hard and left something for him in his casket. the crime isnt solved yet. rest in peace primo.

just this last week... a close guy friend of mine killed his girlfriend. just out of the blue just like that. he just confessed and now they are about to sentence him. as much as i hate to say this... if he dont get death penalty... he'll die regardless... just in prison. he was a church going type of a guy... and came from a religious family.


i havent heard from my nibbles and i miss my family. i know im not homesick because i dont look foward of going home in haterzville. i just wish they are here with me. i dont get along with my roomies and i just rather have my distance with them... and i dont even have a lot of friends.


so every night i just pray to my God and just talking to him makes me feel better. its like i look foward to another day... and just live my life to the fullest. life is short why sell it to the devil??? meaning why depress yourself when you can have trust in God and just be happy. take a advantage of a day when you might not live the next. i thank my God for giving me another day because i have a chance to experience and learn how to cope with my feelings a little bit more and learn many more people. and its not the end of the world.


i know ill hear from my nibbles and i know ill see my family again. im not homesick... i like it here in sa. haterzville is my past and sa. is my future. i know i wish my family is here with me but the more i think about it... when we dont see each other for a while... we get eager to see each other again and share the love we have for one another... my roomies... i just have to learn how to get out there and get along with them. and my time here in sa. is not too short because i know that i will have friends and it just take time...


im not trying to sound gay and all.. but dont let yourself get down. i know you have only one best friend and even only a friend at that... but get out there and gain some more friends and have some fun!!! and with this guy b. dude dont sell yourself short... ive seen you and seriously im not saying this to lie but to be REAL with you... YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL GIRL!! you can meet you another guy... and if he can grab your heart... youll be over this guy b and all over the new guy. if not.. hey at least you have a guy friend period. just live your life a little. dude.. we even talked about it... we can visit now that i live in sa. you know my cell and my email address.. you can communicate with me at any time!!!! muah and take care i have to go!!

aww stef, it was nice hearin that from you! i'll take EVERYTHING you said in. thank you girl.

This post has been edited by -STARR- on Mar 31 2004, 08:21 PM