Things That Make You Sad/feel Down

yepz like u all already said.... all this Sept. 11th stuff makez me sad watching all those specials they had on today aww makez me wanna cry. to see those ppl jumping out the buildingz. and the buildingz collapsing. how all those ppl will never be able to forget the images of other pplz gutz splattered everywhere. ahhhh just everything. it all makez me sad.

today i wore a rubber band i bought at school a couple of yearz ago from a fundraiser it has the american flag and says "STRECHED BUT NOT BROKEN"

I HATE PERIOD PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I have an exam.

I started crying in 6th period today. I dont really know why..I just dont give a fuck about anything anymore. Yesterday i had plans to do so much..but instead i just slept from 6pm-6am. I dont know..ever since my Mom told me about what she thinks I'll do if she lets me go with my friend..i havent talk to her or if i do..all i do is talk shit. I feel bad for talking to my Mom like that..but thats how she talks to me! what does she expect? I rather just copy and actually do my homework, which means i'll fail the tests. Theres nothing good to look forward..its all just home (hate it cuz i HAVE to clean and cook), work (hate it), or school (hate it even more). I like going to Church on sundays..but it just makes me feel bad cuz im such a bad person.

Aww Jenny things are bad now, but they'll look up. There's no where to go but up right? And pray girl. Put your faith in God. You'll be in my prayers tonight if that's okay with you.

I'm sorry, Jenny.

I feel so ashamed. My life is nothing like yours.. and yet I seem to have as many problems. It's fucking pitiful.

I don't have to do anything, nothing.. no chores.. no nada. My mom doesn't make me.. she doesn't make anybody in the family do anything. She works 2 jobs, she's always tired. And I don't help her out. I'm such an ass for not doing so. The whole day I'm free to study, do homework. Yet, I'm tired all the time. I'm always sleepy, my body's always tired, I feel weak. I could accomplish so much if I actually put my mind to it, but I don't. I'm a dumbass. Right now, I could be passing all of my classes.. but I'm not, I'm almost failing like 3.

I hate myself.

Aww Gaby! I know how you feel. Next time you see some dirty dishes or something, just rinse them off. Start little, that's what moms appreciate the most, honestly. My mom gets so happy when I wash the dishes or fold towels or something. And maybe you feel so tired and weak because you're not eating right?

I wash SOME.. like sometimes, 2 or 3 cups or something. But the thing is, I do it for ME, only ME. So I can drink something.. not for anybody else. It's just so bleh. I only think of myself.

I do wash my moms favorite dish.. I don't thinks she notices.
I'll try to do things around the house.. maybe that'll help make me feel better.

This post has been edited by CuteKumbiaQueen on Sep 16 2004, 03:03 PM

Thanks you guys! And right when i got offline i started to pray..and felt SOOO much better. I felt comptely different when i was going to work.
Gaby, i think you should start helping little by little like Kuka said. That is so cool that all you have to do is study..take advantage of that girl! Its not going to be there for long, do your best at school..i know you can get all A's..Hechale Ganas!!!

I love you girls! Y'all are so positive and helpful with everyone! *CORNY MOMENT*

...Things that make me sad... there were quite a few.. but now all I can really say is that the fact that the guy i've liked for well over 2months now doesn't even seem to know I exist it gets me down... I've even cried because of it before There was lots... but I don't wanna go into details n stuff.. it'd just make me sad again

But since starting college last week... i've felt quite a lot happier and more pleased with myself

This post has been edited by Fozzy McFozo on Sep 17 2004, 05:35 PM

oh man there's this dude on TBN with this super rare disease (there's only 315 known cases in the world through all this time) and he's glorifying God and singing this song along with the group called Mercy Me (song is I can only imagine)... man my mom's crying cause some of the dudes movements are paralyzed... so he can't sing properly... but it's sad.. mom's crying and now i want to cry.

^^^

I'm sad. I don't know why but last night I started feeling like I wanted to cry, my eyes even got watery while I was on the dance floor and it carried over today. I do'nt know why but I'm depressed. I'm lonely.

Girl you arent' the only one. I get like that from time to time!

they decapitated the american hostage in the middle east.